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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Tuesday, January 24, 2012

As Usual....

I SHOULD BE STUDYING

one hour more to social cognition.

But I have to say one thing....

" you are not a rider till you have fallen off seven times"
watching something kinda reminded me of that....

I never realised the relation of it to my own life till now. I have always been strong, i have always managed to rise again. After all, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

You learn or at least try to learn from your mistake
It is ok to fail
It is ok to fall down sometimes
It is ok to not be completely on top of things and perfect all the time
Although sometimes you wish you could just be that
But our mistakes and flaws make us who we are

It is ok to fail
It is how we recover and get back on
that counts
that people will remember
Its the hardships that you remember
Because what comes down always comes up

Remember you are not a rider till you have fallen off seven times

There is always getting back on again, as long as you try

Tuesday, January 10, 2012
2012

Fuck New Years Resolutions

Never followed them anyway
So glad to be back at my waterloo home.

I liked being away.... being with the family...

Lets hope it is a good year... 

Then again, the joy of not knowing whats really going to happen is exciting. Waiting for it to unfold.
I am happy I am in a good place now.

It seems like the tragedy of last year, seems to have been washed clean this time. I am ready to truly get past it. I have spent the last two months of last year working through it. Now I am in a better place.

Its like I picture myself walking away from this person/box, i get further and further away but my foot prints stay and an imaginary coloured line will always connect me to that person/ box. No matter how far I go, its going to stay there. But the further I get the more distant it will become.

|B ut I will always be somehow connected.

It is not in my immediate mind. Only time will tell how things go