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Monday, January 21, 2008
This how they sold us.........
However.........
This is reality.... btw this was a pic taken nearly one year ago when i first moved in so my room was relatively clean and sparse
However.........
This is reality.... btw this was a pic taken nearly one year ago when i first moved in so my room was relatively clean and sparse
Friday, January 18, 2008
SOme cool Riding vids..........
HEre's a jumping one!
Horses and riding is such my biggest passion........... HORSES ROCK!!!!!!
HEre's a jumping one!
Horses and riding is such my biggest passion........... HORSES ROCK!!!!!!
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Hello again,
I really shouldn't be here now
I should be finishing my damn bio ISU on Cystic Fibrosis. Exams are next week........ sooo stressed....... erghh i just have have have to do well. Sure i may have some term marks, but not all, i'm most scared for biology, fucking killer subject. I will just be happy if i don't fail. I know i CAN score for law ( 90s PLEASE) Family studies get my grade up to at least late eighties, it's not that difficult ! actually not at all............
And then........ i am DONE with all my credits ! all six ( rather 7) cedits all done. I have been in Canada now since end of March 2007, 10 months. A lot happens in 10 months......... my world changed in ways i never thought possible. I never thought i would have an overseas secondary education, at least pre-u anyway.
At least now i have a concrete plan of what i'll do between now and may. Do Advanced placement courses, well i did want to do them, so i guess now is my chance to do it. Just not sure if i really sure........ and i have just one day to decide, tmr is the deadline.
At least i'm feeling a lot better now, i was feeling really low for a while ( LOOONG STORY) but at least now things are more settled. The other day, i was just walking back to school after going to the bank, and i suddenly felt happy again, the horrible pitted feeling in my gut was gone, i felt happy again......... ( i got my appetitite back a bit ) the only good thing about me having that pitted feeling in me was that i completely lost my appeitite ( as a result lost 3kg ) So i know what makes me lose weight ( muahahahaha ) Not that it is supposed to be that funny.........
Here's a a little something that i wrote to guess who
You came into my life like a thunderstorm
Turned it all around
Showed me a side of myself i never knew
it seems like we have to cross the deepest oceans just to near each other
I wish i could just cross a road to be at your door
but it;s never that easy
But in your arms i'm so happy
With no-one else in the world i would rather be with
People may have other things to say
but they don't matter
But i love you
and if you don't believe me just put your hands on me
just now know i'll be true for you
I lay awake next to you, watching you breathe
I know you think putting hope in me is impossible
But baby i'm not giving you any grand illusions, hope is something we all can have
Just pour your hope into me
I know i've disappointed you and not lived up to what you want
It hurts me when i don't do that
But believe me baby, just put your hands on me
I really shouldn't be here now
I should be finishing my damn bio ISU on Cystic Fibrosis. Exams are next week........ sooo stressed....... erghh i just have have have to do well. Sure i may have some term marks, but not all, i'm most scared for biology, fucking killer subject. I will just be happy if i don't fail. I know i CAN score for law ( 90s PLEASE) Family studies get my grade up to at least late eighties, it's not that difficult ! actually not at all............
And then........ i am DONE with all my credits ! all six ( rather 7) cedits all done. I have been in Canada now since end of March 2007, 10 months. A lot happens in 10 months......... my world changed in ways i never thought possible. I never thought i would have an overseas secondary education, at least pre-u anyway.
At least now i have a concrete plan of what i'll do between now and may. Do Advanced placement courses, well i did want to do them, so i guess now is my chance to do it. Just not sure if i really sure........ and i have just one day to decide, tmr is the deadline.
At least i'm feeling a lot better now, i was feeling really low for a while ( LOOONG STORY) but at least now things are more settled. The other day, i was just walking back to school after going to the bank, and i suddenly felt happy again, the horrible pitted feeling in my gut was gone, i felt happy again......... ( i got my appetitite back a bit ) the only good thing about me having that pitted feeling in me was that i completely lost my appeitite ( as a result lost 3kg ) So i know what makes me lose weight ( muahahahaha ) Not that it is supposed to be that funny.........
Here's a a little something that i wrote to guess who
You came into my life like a thunderstorm
Turned it all around
Showed me a side of myself i never knew
it seems like we have to cross the deepest oceans just to near each other
I wish i could just cross a road to be at your door
but it;s never that easy
But in your arms i'm so happy
With no-one else in the world i would rather be with
People may have other things to say
but they don't matter
But i love you
and if you don't believe me just put your hands on me
just now know i'll be true for you
I lay awake next to you, watching you breathe
I know you think putting hope in me is impossible
But baby i'm not giving you any grand illusions, hope is something we all can have
Just pour your hope into me
I know i've disappointed you and not lived up to what you want
It hurts me when i don't do that
But believe me baby, just put your hands on me
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
You're so good to me Baby Baby
I want to lock you up in my closet, when no one's around
I want to put your hand in my pocket, because you're allowed
I want to drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound
I want to stay this way forever, I'll say it loud
Now you're in and you can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stopI can hardly breathe
You make me wanna screamYou're so fabulous
You're so good to me Baby Baby
You're so good to me Baby Baby
can make you feel all better,
just take it in
And I can show you all the places, you've never been
And I can make you say everything, that you never said
And I will let you do anything, again and again
Now you're in and you can't get out
You make me so hotMake me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so good to me baby baby
I love you
I want to stay with you forever ( or as long as we possibly can) you're everything to me and i don't care if i seem stupidly head over heels or out of my head, i just wanna be with you, you make me happy, you make my day every single day.
I want to lock you up in my closet, when no one's around
I want to put your hand in my pocket, because you're allowed
I want to drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound
I want to stay this way forever, I'll say it loud
Now you're in and you can't get out
You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stopI can hardly breathe
You make me wanna screamYou're so fabulous
You're so good to me Baby Baby
You're so good to me Baby Baby
can make you feel all better,
just take it in
And I can show you all the places, you've never been
And I can make you say everything, that you never said
And I will let you do anything, again and again
Now you're in and you can't get out
You make me so hotMake me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so good to me baby baby
I love you
I want to stay with you forever ( or as long as we possibly can) you're everything to me and i don't care if i seem stupidly head over heels or out of my head, i just wanna be with you, you make me happy, you make my day every single day.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
LOOONG TIME no post
Sorry, jus been super busy with everything and blogger has been screwing up and not allowing me to log in.
My trip to san fran was AMAZINGLY FUN !!!!!!!!! but too bad it ended all too soon. The 10 days just flew by........ we went cycling on the golden gate bridge, skiing in lake tahoe ( and no i did NOT fall off the chairlift) shopped in downtowon san fran and visited carmel as well as got to see elephant seals!! sooo cool !! It's always enjoyable to be around my family although they can be crazy at times and with them there is no such thing as privacy. But hell, i'm used to all that.
I can't believe my time at bronte is coming to an end....... seems like not long ago i moved into the residence and began my credits...... now, i'm officially finishing all my credits by the end of january ( with hopefully top grades) it's been fun cos of all the great times i've spent with my WONDERFUL buddies and friends i've made at bronte ( bronte ppl rock) and i think i've been spoiled by the schooL! now i'll expect every instituition to be like that. OH and i got conditional acceptance into WATERLOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYNESS!!!!!!!! and to think a year ago this would be highly impossible....... i'm sooo happy, i really do want to go waterloo, plus the co-op programme to boot. I just cannot screw it up, and i know i wouldn't.
Projected grades ( ok ok grades that i really really want )
completed ones-
english 88
social science 85
econs 82
math data 52
Non-completed ones
family studies 90
law 91
bio 80
If i could get higher i would be really happy.
And Josh.........
Oh josh....... why did you have to pull that riduclus prank on me? why did u have to do that , really if my parents didn't get involved you wouldn't be in such deep shit with my family, now everyone hates you and wants me to end things with you...... i really don;t want to. I know you are really sorry and now just want to take care of me. I have given you that second chance and i know you can do it, prove that you can be the best boyfriend ever. I know you love me and want me to be safe and happy and i forgive you for everything you have done. I look to the future and i want us to be together for as long as possible...... but i can;;t say for now if it's going to come true....... don't get me wrong, i love you so much, but i don't know if i can see us together next new years, we'll both be in different universities ..... and i don't know. I really love you like anything and don't want to lose you ever.
To my parents ,
I know you guys love me and only want the best for me, but sometimes you have to let me make my own decisions. I know you want me to break up with josh, i don't........ i've given him one more chance and he has to prove it to me and he is. He says he is never going to lie to me ever again and i know you are there going " why do you believe him? " answer- because i do, what he did was just pull a prank, and he was pissed cos i left my phone off for one night, weren't you pissed when i left my phone off for one night? and for the record my PHONE WAS NOT OFF, it went off on it;'s own for reasons unknown. I am sorry i did not call you all, i should have and was expecting you all to call but you didn't. I know you say there will always be plenty of guys for me along the way and i do know that, but just for this once, let me be with the one i love. I know you think he has been an idiot and yes he has but he has promised to change. Papa i know you don't want to be with him and you're angry i didn't call cos you were all worried about me and i am sorry for causing you all so much pain, I never intended for it to be that way. I just really love him and he loves me too, do you know, i was supposed to meet Auntie karen at finch station but Josh didn't want to go there cos he says it is dangerous? do you think a boyfriend who cares about me would do just that???? he really cares about me and genuinely wants me to be safe. He loves me as much as you or mummy do. Being with him makes me so happy, why should i leave someone who makes me happy? he cooks for me, he treats me like a queen and he respects me. He has betrayed you guys trust and he has to earn it back, and he will. I just want to be with him and he will not get in the way of my studies i promise. DOn't make me leave someone i love.......
Sorry, jus been super busy with everything and blogger has been screwing up and not allowing me to log in.
My trip to san fran was AMAZINGLY FUN !!!!!!!!! but too bad it ended all too soon. The 10 days just flew by........ we went cycling on the golden gate bridge, skiing in lake tahoe ( and no i did NOT fall off the chairlift) shopped in downtowon san fran and visited carmel as well as got to see elephant seals!! sooo cool !! It's always enjoyable to be around my family although they can be crazy at times and with them there is no such thing as privacy. But hell, i'm used to all that.
I can't believe my time at bronte is coming to an end....... seems like not long ago i moved into the residence and began my credits...... now, i'm officially finishing all my credits by the end of january ( with hopefully top grades) it's been fun cos of all the great times i've spent with my WONDERFUL buddies and friends i've made at bronte ( bronte ppl rock) and i think i've been spoiled by the schooL! now i'll expect every instituition to be like that. OH and i got conditional acceptance into WATERLOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYNESS!!!!!!!! and to think a year ago this would be highly impossible....... i'm sooo happy, i really do want to go waterloo, plus the co-op programme to boot. I just cannot screw it up, and i know i wouldn't.
Projected grades ( ok ok grades that i really really want )
completed ones-
english 88
social science 85
econs 82
math data 52
Non-completed ones
family studies 90
law 91
bio 80
If i could get higher i would be really happy.
And Josh.........
Oh josh....... why did you have to pull that riduclus prank on me? why did u have to do that , really if my parents didn't get involved you wouldn't be in such deep shit with my family, now everyone hates you and wants me to end things with you...... i really don;t want to. I know you are really sorry and now just want to take care of me. I have given you that second chance and i know you can do it, prove that you can be the best boyfriend ever. I know you love me and want me to be safe and happy and i forgive you for everything you have done. I look to the future and i want us to be together for as long as possible...... but i can;;t say for now if it's going to come true....... don't get me wrong, i love you so much, but i don't know if i can see us together next new years, we'll both be in different universities ..... and i don't know. I really love you like anything and don't want to lose you ever.
To my parents ,
I know you guys love me and only want the best for me, but sometimes you have to let me make my own decisions. I know you want me to break up with josh, i don't........ i've given him one more chance and he has to prove it to me and he is. He says he is never going to lie to me ever again and i know you are there going " why do you believe him? " answer- because i do, what he did was just pull a prank, and he was pissed cos i left my phone off for one night, weren't you pissed when i left my phone off for one night? and for the record my PHONE WAS NOT OFF, it went off on it;'s own for reasons unknown. I am sorry i did not call you all, i should have and was expecting you all to call but you didn't. I know you say there will always be plenty of guys for me along the way and i do know that, but just for this once, let me be with the one i love. I know you think he has been an idiot and yes he has but he has promised to change. Papa i know you don't want to be with him and you're angry i didn't call cos you were all worried about me and i am sorry for causing you all so much pain, I never intended for it to be that way. I just really love him and he loves me too, do you know, i was supposed to meet Auntie karen at finch station but Josh didn't want to go there cos he says it is dangerous? do you think a boyfriend who cares about me would do just that???? he really cares about me and genuinely wants me to be safe. He loves me as much as you or mummy do. Being with him makes me so happy, why should i leave someone who makes me happy? he cooks for me, he treats me like a queen and he respects me. He has betrayed you guys trust and he has to earn it back, and he will. I just want to be with him and he will not get in the way of my studies i promise. DOn't make me leave someone i love.......