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Monday, February 25, 2008
Hello again
Even though myjob hunt may have seemed fruitless, i am really not as free as i think i am. I mean, i have activities on tuesdays, wednesdays and fridays, so i am not totally free! And besides, economics and my reading for english keep me busy so it's actually really not that bad, i do manage to find things to do.
Anyway..... it is just a matter of months before i return to singapore. So i can just hang on till then.
The waiting part is the worst........ the universities have already gotten markes, it is only a matter of time before they send their replies ( crosses fingers ) I really hope i can get some replies soon.
I'm missin gaya and all my friends back in singapore. I realise i don;t really have super close friends here,sometimes i wish gaya were a resident student too so we could hang out together.
Here's a fun song !
Fairy tale
Cinderalla's on the bedroom floor
she's got a crush on the guy at the liquor store
Cos mr charming don't come anymore and she forget why she came here
Sleeping beauty's in a foulmood for shame
she says none for dear prince i'm tired today
i'd rather sleep my whole life away than have you keep me from dreaming
cos i don't care for your fairytales you're so worried about the maid
but you know she's only waiting on the next best thing
Snow white is doing dishes again
cos what else can you do seven itty-bitty men
sends them to bed and then calls up her friends says will you meet me at midngiht
Tall blonde lets out a cry of despair
says would have cut it myself if i knew men could climb hair
got to find myself another tower somewhere and stay away from the windows
cos i don;t care for you fairytales you're so worried about the maid
but you know she's only waiting on the next best thing
Once upon a time in a far away kingdom
man made up a story says that i should believe him
go and tell your white knight that he's handsome in hindsight
but i dont want the next best thing
so i sing and hold my head down and break these walls around me
can't take it no more
of your fairytales
You're so worried bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing
I don't care
I don't care
Worry bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting spent the whole life being graded on the sanctity of patience and a dumb appreciation
But the story needs some mending and a better happy ending
Cause i don't want the next best thing
No no i don't want the next best thing
Even though myjob hunt may have seemed fruitless, i am really not as free as i think i am. I mean, i have activities on tuesdays, wednesdays and fridays, so i am not totally free! And besides, economics and my reading for english keep me busy so it's actually really not that bad, i do manage to find things to do.
Anyway..... it is just a matter of months before i return to singapore. So i can just hang on till then.
The waiting part is the worst........ the universities have already gotten markes, it is only a matter of time before they send their replies ( crosses fingers ) I really hope i can get some replies soon.
I'm missin gaya and all my friends back in singapore. I realise i don;t really have super close friends here,sometimes i wish gaya were a resident student too so we could hang out together.
Here's a fun song !
Fairy tale
Cinderalla's on the bedroom floor
she's got a crush on the guy at the liquor store
Cos mr charming don't come anymore and she forget why she came here
Sleeping beauty's in a foulmood for shame
she says none for dear prince i'm tired today
i'd rather sleep my whole life away than have you keep me from dreaming
cos i don't care for your fairytales you're so worried about the maid
but you know she's only waiting on the next best thing
Snow white is doing dishes again
cos what else can you do seven itty-bitty men
sends them to bed and then calls up her friends says will you meet me at midngiht
Tall blonde lets out a cry of despair
says would have cut it myself if i knew men could climb hair
got to find myself another tower somewhere and stay away from the windows
cos i don;t care for you fairytales you're so worried about the maid
but you know she's only waiting on the next best thing
Once upon a time in a far away kingdom
man made up a story says that i should believe him
go and tell your white knight that he's handsome in hindsight
but i dont want the next best thing
so i sing and hold my head down and break these walls around me
can't take it no more
of your fairytales
You're so worried bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting on the next best thing
I don't care
I don't care
Worry bout the maiden though you know
She's only waiting spent the whole life being graded on the sanctity of patience and a dumb appreciation
But the story needs some mending and a better happy ending
Cause i don't want the next best thing
No no i don't want the next best thing
Sunday, February 17, 2008
YAY!!!!!!!!
JEWEL IS RELEASING AN ALBUM~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's called perfectly clear and here is a track from the album, you don't actually have to watch it, just listen to it . it's called stronger woman
enjoy it
JEWEL IS RELEASING AN ALBUM~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's called perfectly clear and here is a track from the album, you don't actually have to watch it, just listen to it . it's called stronger woman
enjoy it
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
RIDING POST
AHAHAHAHA
I now once again can start blogging about riding! i have not done this in a very long time !
It was actually really snowy as me and rodrigo made our way the bus stop. Not scratch that, it was a BLIZZARD OUTSIDE. We also missed the bus and had to wait 10 minutes for the next one. So by the time we got to the GO station, the usual train had just left....... just great we were supposed to be ON that train......
so waited for th next one, it was supposed to arrive at 5.15pm, that would only make us just on time for the lesson at 6. BUT the stupid train was not only 10 minutes late but DID NOT EVEN STOP!!!!!!!! so had to wait an additional 5 minutes for the next train to come. I figured we would be pretty late for the lesson.
Once at exhibition, the weather was as blizzardy and windy as ever with the snow thick. It was about negative 7 or 8 degrees plus wind and snow. HONESTY the lengths i go to for my sport! walking through a fucking blizzard.
In the end i was not too late for my lesson, there was still time for me to get my mount for the lesson, a chunky chestnut mare called seven ready. When i first saw her i thought," oh gosh, i have my work cut out for me, she looks like a lazy one"
didnt have a lot of time to do a proper grooming so i just did a quick once over brushing and tacked her up. We were doing jumping this week, and seven was a surprising light ride! with her side i expected her to a slow to get moving but to my surprise it was just like riding someone light like a slender thoroughbred. I just had to tap a little with my leg and she moved forward, and with a subtle change in seat and leg pressure would halt. SO EASY!!! and an unspoilt ride! i expected horses like her to spoilt by bad riding and be slow, stubborn and difficult to ride. But she was quite the opposite! I even could get her into a frame and outline in the walk! it was fantastic!! i also worked on getting my leg forward more cos it is problem i have, even instructors in singapore have told me. We did some work in jumping position ( she didn't even slow when i got up to jumping posiiton! now THAT is how all horses should be!) and i think i really managed to improve my posiiton. After trot poles we moved onto some cross poles, she was very easy to turn and wasn;t the type to charge toward the jump or even slow, she was very calm and collected and maybe even a little slow, but still jumped well!
I really had a great lesson!!!
I now once again can start blogging about riding! i have not done this in a very long time !
It was actually really snowy as me and rodrigo made our way the bus stop. Not scratch that, it was a BLIZZARD OUTSIDE. We also missed the bus and had to wait 10 minutes for the next one. So by the time we got to the GO station, the usual train had just left....... just great we were supposed to be ON that train......
so waited for th next one, it was supposed to arrive at 5.15pm, that would only make us just on time for the lesson at 6. BUT the stupid train was not only 10 minutes late but DID NOT EVEN STOP!!!!!!!! so had to wait an additional 5 minutes for the next train to come. I figured we would be pretty late for the lesson.
Once at exhibition, the weather was as blizzardy and windy as ever with the snow thick. It was about negative 7 or 8 degrees plus wind and snow. HONESTY the lengths i go to for my sport! walking through a fucking blizzard.
In the end i was not too late for my lesson, there was still time for me to get my mount for the lesson, a chunky chestnut mare called seven ready. When i first saw her i thought," oh gosh, i have my work cut out for me, she looks like a lazy one"
didnt have a lot of time to do a proper grooming so i just did a quick once over brushing and tacked her up. We were doing jumping this week, and seven was a surprising light ride! with her side i expected her to a slow to get moving but to my surprise it was just like riding someone light like a slender thoroughbred. I just had to tap a little with my leg and she moved forward, and with a subtle change in seat and leg pressure would halt. SO EASY!!! and an unspoilt ride! i expected horses like her to spoilt by bad riding and be slow, stubborn and difficult to ride. But she was quite the opposite! I even could get her into a frame and outline in the walk! it was fantastic!! i also worked on getting my leg forward more cos it is problem i have, even instructors in singapore have told me. We did some work in jumping position ( she didn't even slow when i got up to jumping posiiton! now THAT is how all horses should be!) and i think i really managed to improve my posiiton. After trot poles we moved onto some cross poles, she was very easy to turn and wasn;t the type to charge toward the jump or even slow, she was very calm and collected and maybe even a little slow, but still jumped well!
I really had a great lesson!!!
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Hello again.........
This is what happens when i am free, i blog regularly which is good for those of you who actually read this....
ahahha
Ok, what's been happening, well yesterday i went for a starbucks interview. I hope i did not screw it up....... * crosses fingers * and they do call me back, but if i get any job i'll be happy, dammit someone just hire me already.... am i that unemployable??? Anyway, today is Chinese new year, my first CNY out of singapore. It's a little sad cos i would be collecting ang baos and visiting relatives but none of that this year.... oh well........ What i did today, well i helped make dumplings for the school kitchen, they needed like 1200 or something to be made so i just pitched in and helped, it was fun but got tirring after a couple of hours. OH and i have started RIDING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! i thought i would be in severe pain tonight but surprisingly no. ha! now i take weekly lessons which i pay for myself!! though the horse that i rode, a palomino pony gelding wasn't the nicest ride, he was ok.
Either that or it was cos i haven't exactly ridden for the last 6 months, and yes it is on tuesdays at 6pm cos i have a thing for riding on tuesdays. It reminds me of when i was in secondary school....... rushing to polo club after Newsteam with kath, her driver taking us there and then taking our horses to the RDA arena to ride. Then after that, waiting out in the carpark for my father to fetch me. Memories....... damn i should have never taken those days for granted.. cos they'll never come back. They don't actually seem that long ago, though it WAS over a year back. Now those days are long gone and over, and i won't ride at saddle or polo club anymore cos i'm now based in ontario. And no, i dont intend to come back and work in singapore when i graduate ( hopefully with a law degree)
Now i'll only ride at leisure farm or riderslodge, but i heard you that's in Malaysia and i;ll have wait for someone to bring me up there, cos i would't drive or have a car. But hey, at least i'll get to ride! Ah, i guess i will always adore those saddle and polo club memories........ even though i was never 100% happy with those girls, i always felt alone, but well i guess i'll feel lonely everywhere sometimes, even here. You think everything is a whole lot better, it is but.......... you find that some friends are so unrealistic and mean and spread rumours about you that aren't true. Then again, we all love gossip except if it involves us. Sad but harsh reality. But i think what counts is the happy moments you spend with ppl that you love and adore, the few good friends you have are enough, you don;t need a crowd to be happy. You can be surrounded by people but still feel like .... i can assure you this is true. Better to be loved by a few then no-one at all i say.
I love you josh! * muacks* happy 6 mths!!!!!!!!!! we;ve made it!
Asian games Dressage!
GO ASIAN EQUESTRIANS
This is what happens when i am free, i blog regularly which is good for those of you who actually read this....
ahahha
Ok, what's been happening, well yesterday i went for a starbucks interview. I hope i did not screw it up....... * crosses fingers * and they do call me back, but if i get any job i'll be happy, dammit someone just hire me already.... am i that unemployable??? Anyway, today is Chinese new year, my first CNY out of singapore. It's a little sad cos i would be collecting ang baos and visiting relatives but none of that this year.... oh well........ What i did today, well i helped make dumplings for the school kitchen, they needed like 1200 or something to be made so i just pitched in and helped, it was fun but got tirring after a couple of hours. OH and i have started RIDING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! i thought i would be in severe pain tonight but surprisingly no. ha! now i take weekly lessons which i pay for myself!! though the horse that i rode, a palomino pony gelding wasn't the nicest ride, he was ok.
Either that or it was cos i haven't exactly ridden for the last 6 months, and yes it is on tuesdays at 6pm cos i have a thing for riding on tuesdays. It reminds me of when i was in secondary school....... rushing to polo club after Newsteam with kath, her driver taking us there and then taking our horses to the RDA arena to ride. Then after that, waiting out in the carpark for my father to fetch me. Memories....... damn i should have never taken those days for granted.. cos they'll never come back. They don't actually seem that long ago, though it WAS over a year back. Now those days are long gone and over, and i won't ride at saddle or polo club anymore cos i'm now based in ontario. And no, i dont intend to come back and work in singapore when i graduate ( hopefully with a law degree)
Now i'll only ride at leisure farm or riderslodge, but i heard you that's in Malaysia and i;ll have wait for someone to bring me up there, cos i would't drive or have a car. But hey, at least i'll get to ride! Ah, i guess i will always adore those saddle and polo club memories........ even though i was never 100% happy with those girls, i always felt alone, but well i guess i'll feel lonely everywhere sometimes, even here. You think everything is a whole lot better, it is but.......... you find that some friends are so unrealistic and mean and spread rumours about you that aren't true. Then again, we all love gossip except if it involves us. Sad but harsh reality. But i think what counts is the happy moments you spend with ppl that you love and adore, the few good friends you have are enough, you don;t need a crowd to be happy. You can be surrounded by people but still feel like .... i can assure you this is true. Better to be loved by a few then no-one at all i say.
I love you josh! * muacks* happy 6 mths!!!!!!!!!! we;ve made it!
Asian games Dressage!
GO ASIAN EQUESTRIANS
Sunday, February 03, 2008
I realize i've learned so much about the world and myself here at bronte....... so much happened and some of i didn't even know.
I try and be nice to people, that's in my character, i'm a kind, patient gentle person who is really accepting of others but when you are like that people just come and fucking walk all over you, i've had ppl tell me to be more assertive, i try to be but when i am sometimes i become a total bitch, and i hate being a bitch or called one. I try to be nice to ppl but they just take advantage like that. It is really not fair, all i'm doing is trying to live out a good christian life, but
instead.
Josh, thank you for always being there for me, i'm sorry that i have doubted you in the past and i shouldn't have done that, when i should have just trusted you all the while, why i didn't i was blinded at the moment by everything that was blowing up in my face. But i know now my relationship with you is really strong and solid and we can get through everything together if we really work at it and we are. You are the only one i truly love like this. You're one of the few ppl in the world that i now know i can truly 100% trust fully.
I try and be nice to people, that's in my character, i'm a kind, patient gentle person who is really accepting of others but when you are like that people just come and fucking walk all over you, i've had ppl tell me to be more assertive, i try to be but when i am sometimes i become a total bitch, and i hate being a bitch or called one. I try to be nice to ppl but they just take advantage like that. It is really not fair, all i'm doing is trying to live out a good christian life, but
instead.
Josh, thank you for always being there for me, i'm sorry that i have doubted you in the past and i shouldn't have done that, when i should have just trusted you all the while, why i didn't i was blinded at the moment by everything that was blowing up in my face. But i know now my relationship with you is really strong and solid and we can get through everything together if we really work at it and we are. You are the only one i truly love like this. You're one of the few ppl in the world that i now know i can truly 100% trust fully.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Ok, blogging again after a rather long abscence........
Haven't blogged cos i haven't been able to have access to the blogspot ( crappy school internet) and i have NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET INTO FACEBOOK or rather everyone at bronte has not been able to due to the school blocking the site.
What's been happening.......
The exams are over and i have gotten my results for biology and law, 75 and 93 ( NINETIES YAYNESSSSSSSSSSSSS) but i still dunno abt family studies. Hopefully it's close to the nineties.
I'm applying for jobs, i put in an application for starbucks but so far no-one has called....... i wish they would, but it looks like it got rejected....... i submitted my resume at coles but still no call yet.... i sincerely really hope someone calls me, dammit i need to BE EMPLOYED. I'm going to be bored out of my skull if i don't get a job, even if it is just working mornings I WANT A JOB DAMMIT . If someone employs me i would be the happiest person alive.
Oh and i went riding todaY!!!1 or rather it was just a riding profiency test but anyway, it felt SOOOO good to be back on a horse again after 6 months of no riding. I think i must have been pretty rusty. But anyway, booked a lesson for next tuesday.
To Josh:
I love you, and i am so happy to be with you, i need you so much in my life, i really listened to what you told me last night and i know i have to be more assertive, it's not good to a doormat, ppl wouldn't really think highly of you that way. THank you for being there for me and caring for me, i don't know what i would do without you.
Haven't blogged cos i haven't been able to have access to the blogspot ( crappy school internet) and i have NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET INTO FACEBOOK or rather everyone at bronte has not been able to due to the school blocking the site.
What's been happening.......
The exams are over and i have gotten my results for biology and law, 75 and 93 ( NINETIES YAYNESSSSSSSSSSSSS) but i still dunno abt family studies. Hopefully it's close to the nineties.
I'm applying for jobs, i put in an application for starbucks but so far no-one has called....... i wish they would, but it looks like it got rejected....... i submitted my resume at coles but still no call yet.... i sincerely really hope someone calls me, dammit i need to BE EMPLOYED. I'm going to be bored out of my skull if i don't get a job, even if it is just working mornings I WANT A JOB DAMMIT . If someone employs me i would be the happiest person alive.
Oh and i went riding todaY!!!1 or rather it was just a riding profiency test but anyway, it felt SOOOO good to be back on a horse again after 6 months of no riding. I think i must have been pretty rusty. But anyway, booked a lesson for next tuesday.
To Josh:
I love you, and i am so happy to be with you, i need you so much in my life, i really listened to what you told me last night and i know i have to be more assertive, it's not good to a doormat, ppl wouldn't really think highly of you that way. THank you for being there for me and caring for me, i don't know what i would do without you.