Hello again.........

This is what happens when i am free, i blog regularly which is good for those of you who actually read this....

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Ok, what's been happening, well yesterday i went for a starbucks interview. I hope i did not screw it up....... * crosses fingers * and they do call me back, but if i get any job i'll be happy, dammit someone just hire me already.... am i that unemployable??? Anyway, today is Chinese new year, my first CNY out of singapore. It's a little sad cos i would be collecting ang baos and visiting relatives but none of that this year.... oh well........ What i did today, well i helped make dumplings for the school kitchen, they needed like 1200 or something to be made so i just pitched in and helped, it was fun but got tirring after a couple of hours. OH and i have started RIDING AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! i thought i would be in severe pain tonight but surprisingly no. ha! now i take weekly lessons which i pay for myself!! though the horse that i rode, a palomino pony gelding wasn't the nicest ride, he was ok.
Either that or it was cos i haven't exactly ridden for the last 6 months, and yes it is on tuesdays at 6pm cos i have a thing for riding on tuesdays. It reminds me of when i was in secondary school....... rushing to polo club after Newsteam with kath, her driver taking us there and then taking our horses to the RDA arena to ride. Then after that, waiting out in the carpark for my father to fetch me. Memories....... damn i should have never taken those days for granted.. cos they'll never come back. They don't actually seem that long ago, though it WAS over a year back. Now those days are long gone and over, and i won't ride at saddle or polo club anymore cos i'm now based in ontario. And no, i dont intend to come back and work in singapore when i graduate ( hopefully with a law degree)

Now i'll only ride at leisure farm or riderslodge, but i heard you that's in Malaysia and i;ll have wait for someone to bring me up there, cos i would't drive or have a car. But hey, at least i'll get to ride! Ah, i guess i will always adore those saddle and polo club memories........ even though i was never 100% happy with those girls, i always felt alone, but well i guess i'll feel lonely everywhere sometimes, even here. You think everything is a whole lot better, it is but.......... you find that some friends are so unrealistic and mean and spread rumours about you that aren't true. Then again, we all love gossip except if it involves us. Sad but harsh reality. But i think what counts is the happy moments you spend with ppl that you love and adore, the few good friends you have are enough, you don;t need a crowd to be happy. You can be surrounded by people but still feel like .... i can assure you this is true. Better to be loved by a few then no-one at all i say.

I love you josh! * muacks* happy 6 mths!!!!!!!!!! we;ve made it!



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