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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
HAlloween
today was fun! it was dress-up day cos of halloween so i was going to just go as an indian something........ girl/maiden/princess. I actually woke up 1 hr early to put on make-up, i take a whole half hour to do that properly. Then i just went down wearing a green tank top, black pants and brown sweater, gaya was going to lend me a punjabi suit ( indian suit) think racial harmony day! There was a " wear you pajamas to class" campaign and quite a number of people actually went for class wearin old daggy t-shirts and pajama pants and slippers , someone even wore an eye mask! Pretty funny really ........... Then gaya came and i borrowed her beautiful indian costume, it was reddish-purple white beads and sequins on it! it looked soooo lovely! she went as a gypsy, wearing a long skirt, beaded headress, scarf and hoop earrings. I actually got a lot of comments! hell my costume was unique! It was really fun, and i was sad to have to take it off after school, i think i'll get my own indian costume when i get back to singapore.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ERGHHHHHHH sooooooooo stressed Why is this semester so much harder than the last ? i don't remember being this stressed out over doing english, math and social science over 2 1/2 months! and i'm doing 3 subjects over 5 months and i'm wigging out and getting stressed/depressed/ miserable ? I don't understand, maybe it's the whole thing of the pressure of getting into uni and finishing 6 credits and getting in the eighties and nineties for all them that is slowly killing me........... oh its the FUCKING biology! why did i take that damn subject??? why??? why didn't i take something like business management? at least that is easier to score in them biology. With me stupidly thinking it would be easy............ damn............ now i'm killing myself over the bloody subject ! I mean i;m not even doing science at uni......... honestly if i hear miss liew go " learn this in first year bio........." NO i am not doing science at university or going to U of T!!!! And now there is another one of the gloriously long 16 chapter tests for monday....... i am going to die.......... the last one almost killed me. I know i sound like i'm whining and complaining but i need to VENT. please let this period of stress and depression past quickly......... i hate being this miserable...... no i will say " my life sucks" cos although at times i feel it does, i know i shouldn't say it, yes i have been faced with that before and used to groan and moan about it loads but the real test to see if i have grown as a person is i can calmly overcome this..... \
Monday, October 08, 2007
I've guess i haven't really fully explained the whole story of how i met the special person in my life...........
Yes, and i am prepared to publicize this I can still clearly remember the day, it was the day i was doing the literacy test at bronte. My early days at bronte were a mixture of fear, loneliness and uncertainty, i was afraid i was going to be a loner with no friends. I had only met one other singaporean girl, that girl is my best friend in canada, Gayathri! Syndra was sort of the one who match-made us really! it is thanks to her really. She got hold of me and told me she was going to introduce me to someone from singapore, and yes, that was him. He was tall, wearing a black leather jacket, he had a kind face and boy........ he was hot. I can still remember that first moment, although it was six, almost seven months ago. I was too happy to find somone else from singapore and talked to him quite excitedly, i can;t exactly remember our exact conversation but i do remember we asked about each other's schools. I remember he was being called to leave by a bunch of his friends, wow..... if at the time i had thought i would eventually be his girlfriend and fall in love with him, i would have been like " REALLY?didn't see that one coming! " i mean he seemed so out of reach at that time, a girl like me, a guy like him, but now i know it;s so possible, and I AM with him. Fast forward a month later, i didnt see him for a while, and didnt know what happened to him. When i saw him again, i remember rushing for english class, but wanting to stay and talk to him, we exchanged msns, he excited, after all he was heading home to singapore soon. Then we started talking over msn, and became close. I found out everything about him. But little did i know......... he had a whole masterplan to get me................... silly oblivious me It wasn;t until one night, we were chatting late into the night when he started dropping hints about asking me a question. Once i saw this, i started guessing what he wanted to ask me.... but i wasn;t sure, not wanting to count my chickens before they were hatched. But i was excited........ was he going to ask me out? i can still remember thinking about it.......... then when he finally asked me out, i said YES. From day one, if he had asked me out i would have said yes!! So you can imagine how happy i was! we started exchanging e-mails and talking daily, it was such bliss!! and set a date when to meet up in singapore. Then there was our first date.........i met him at somerset MRT, and walked to shaw centre to watch a movie. I remember our first kiss, my mind going " AHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M ACTUALLY KISSING HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" apparently it was a very good kiss. We had 3 more dates before he returned to Canada. The last one lasting 9 short hours, from noon to late. I was so sad to see him go, i wouldn't see him for ever so long......... in fact for over a month. But we talked on msn LOADS, day and night and i missed him so......... i still do..... Fast forward to now............ october the 8th, we;ve known each other for a little more than half a year. And we've been an offical couple for 2 months and a day. I know that this is just the beginning of an incredible journey with him, and i'm so glad to spent my life with him, he rocks my world, makes it better place. I can't imagine a life without him at all. And i can say now that I love him Thank you God for blessing me with him
Sunday, October 07, 2007
EIGHTEEN AT FREEKING LAST
can't quite believe i've crossed the barrier. Unofficially considered an adult. Old enough to drink in singapore and to drive as well. HAHAH What i did for my birthday, gerald, saiful, sara and i went out to hard rock cafe downtown for dinner. Gerald was really sweet and got me a " free" ice cream. I feel so honoured...... but really turning 18 is a good enough present. If i were in singapore i'd be out clubbing.......... Right now, i should be studying for the bio test, but i just don't feel like it.......... ergh ok ok i will! soon anyway
Monday, October 01, 2007
I did something on impulse today.........
I joined the school's newspaper club, well i just happened to stumble upon it accidently. Yeah it actually all happened by accident. I had gone downstairs to G1 for the Queen's university talk and just as i was leaving i saw wahidat and katie trundling the recycling bin along the hallway. Since i was there, i decided to help them so i went along picking up the recycling bins and emptying them. When we went up to the M floor i walked into one of the classrooms and they were having a newspaper club meeting. I had this intense feeling that, " hey! i want to join too!" so i just did and took a seat ! It has been a while since i did something like that..... I mean, i was part of the IJ Newsteam for 4 years. Well, i just think it is really satisfying to see your article printed....... Even though the next door the paper will be thrown in the bin....... ahh memories ERGHH i have 2 tests coming up............ bio and law. At least the bio presentation went well today........ Ok gotta get back to studying |