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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.




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Friday, June 26, 2009
Raggle taggle gypsy

Two more weeks left.......
Time is passing quickly, but mostly i have enjoyed it.. Working with horses all the time, i do ENJOY it.
Today- Worked on feeds in the morning, then went on to help out clean the HUGE barn mats which were stinking up the barn which had become wet and mucky not due to the rain but due to the water from the hay wheelbarrow, oh and did i mention horse pee, plenty of it since a lot of the mares are now in heat/ season and peeing everywhere and ALL the time

The gypsy vanner pie ( the thicker of the two) was practically flirting openly to gjest the resident stallion who feigned interest ( he's married to holly who teases him endlessly by peeing, filling the air with pee odour and driving gjest insane and then resting her chin on the wall while he stretches his neck out as far as he can to try to sniff her... so close yet so far..... )

Then went on to fill up the barn with shavings, after which relaxed with melanie and louisa in the feedroom for a bit. Went to the old barn to check on hay and water for orion and willa who were in there, they both got more hay. Bob took willa out to work with her. We didn't go up to the house for lunch today... due to the farrier coming, he was said to arrive at 12 but his 12 means after 12.30. But he is by no means a BAD farrier, if anything he probably extremely passionate about hoofcare and hooves. The gypsy and lexie ( lexie is the bob's big beautiful percheron mare) had terrible feet which traumatised the farrier. He's big on people taking good care of horse's feet.

Alex and Margret bought lunch and we sat outside the barn munching our burgers in the sunshine.

It was baking hot... so hot i didn't even feel like riding.. but i knew i had to, so i grabbed skye to ride her, had to practice for the show. I ended up having a hard time fitting the damn thing on her... will try quasar's on her... Finally got it and went into the ring to practice with song, as i was doing it, bob and carole got back and watched, apparently it looked fabulous!!!!!!!!!!!

Well i hope it was...... she's good to ride, easy to get on the bit, just needs some pushing...

Tuesday, June 23, 2009
2 more weeks

I've been here for a month and two days...

I have been through various stages here and am glad to have reached a rather stagnant stage for the next two weeks...

Carole still drives us insane... i had a minor breakdown last night... So we were upstairs having a bitchfest about her upstairs and she calls us down " GIRLS!!!! come down and do the dishes!!!" so being nice, i go down to do them, and she stands at the sinks and is like " dishes have to be cleaned after dinner and i want you to wake up early tomorrow and clean the house, mop the floor and dust" it was the WAY she was ordering us around was just... something ticked inside me and i was just... no i am NOT doing the dishes... WHY THE FUCK WAS I DOING HER DISHES?? i had cleaned my own, why should i do hers??? i didn't come here to clean dishes... i came here to look after horses... so i just abandoned the dishes and stormed upstairs and started crying hysterically... maybe i was just premenstrual...i couldn't take her...

Talking and ordering us around like we were filipino maids, plus she was drunk... you don't drunk order around people!! soo annoying... she just made me snap.

Anyway... onto better things. Today, we took 1/2 the afternoon off and i rode the gypsy vanner skye, Skye was nice.. easy to control and trot, it's just the saddle didn't realy fit and kept slipping, but i got most of the test down.

Bob giles took us out for dinner which was cool...

anyhow, i have to run.. byee

Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Life at Beaver Dam

Time is passing fast, it's already mid june and i have about 3 weeks left till i leave this place.

I will miss it....... i admit i will, i would miss looking at the breath-takingly speactacular view that i take for granted every morning. Riding 2x a day... all that barn work...

WHat i have done in the last month

a) Mucked more stalls than i can remember
b) Become comfortable with a wheelbarrow/ broom/ pitchfork
c) Found zen and comfort in mucking stalls
d) Lunged a horse for the first time
e) ground drove a percheron and irish draft horse
f) Worked with a three year old gelding, teachi him under saddle
g) Introduced saddles to colts
h) Fallen off 3 x in two weeks
i) Learned to cook simple meals confidently
j) Realised i love jumping over natural jumps

Ive done many things here, and learnt a lot. Very fulfilling...

Thursday, June 11, 2009
INSANITY and FRUSTRATION

My boss just makes me soo annoyed....
I mean, we got lectured today... and although she was lecturing the four of us, i felt personally attacked. I know it wasn;t meant in a bad way, more of a good way, for our own good sort of way... but it's just soo ERGHH.

We had guests come over to stay in the cottage that she rents out, and they told her they felt the interns this year were not as friendly as last years.... how is that supposed to make us feel? how it was suppoosed to mean something that we did not get tips?? hello???? there is a reason i LEFT the service industry. I didn't come here to serve ppl, i came here to to serve horses, and yes maybe i should be more open to working beyond my job scope... but, it is not like im unfriendly or unwilling to talk to ppl..... its not the guest's fault i suppose, but still, this is NO riders ldoge, there they had ppl who cook professionally for them, professional instructors... i m not saying this place is shit cos it is not...... but... Im just annoyed at her sometimes and the way she treats ppl...i conclude her problem is deepseated family issues.

ERGHH
enough vetning
the horses are amazing though, they trump everything.

I really need my cellphone charger cos I AM NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY BOSS'S HOME PHONE FOR SOME WEIRD REASON.
thanks a lot carole, thanks a lot.

Sunday, June 07, 2009
FINALLY LEARNED HOW TIO LONG REIN

Muahahahaha....... i learned how to long rein/ lunge ahahahahah

ALthough i just got off an EXHAUSING EXHAUSTING weekend... there was a clinic held at the farm and we were working 16 hrs straight for 2 days and 8 hrs today. AHHHH I mean it was good fun learning how to long rein, and i learned soo much stuff, the clinician is amazing, his name is clay maier. He worked wonders with the horses, orion, the 3 yr old i am working with is getting good, i mean from being non-trottable both under saddle and in hand on the first day to today trotting well!! that is improvement and i am PLEASED with that, cos i guess i am getting rather close to him now... he may not have the best movement in thw world... but i will still like him. He doesn't bite, actually none of them bite except for one of the babies.

So tirring.. But i am enjoying it, i think where in the world can i get this kind of amazing opportunity? it's a trade off, carole may not be mrs warm-and-cuddly but hey i get to work with young horses !! I will try my best to enjoy it and make the most of it cos probably when this ends i will think that this never happened.