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Saturday, November 22, 2008
Yesterday was fun....
We had an amazing floor GIRLS AFTERNOON/EVENING out Cos it was Christina's b;day. Went to the cinema to watch twilight, such a soppingly romantic film. I have not watched anything to romantic for such a long time. I've only read a few chapters of the first book, and i thought it was portrayed alright. THough some ppl thought it sucked. Robert, one of the only guys who went to watch it said he just wanted to cut his eyes out. Well then again, when you are a guy and have to sit through that..... yeah
It was SOOO COLD that night. When i say cold i mean -12 celcius cold. We went out to the symposium for dinner ( went there for kyle's birthday). I was sooo hungry, while waiting for the food to arrive me, mollika, allanah and her friend went to the " store across the street" a sex store cos they were selling Santa hats and mollika wanted to get some. Unfortuenatley she didnt know it was a shop that sells things like sex toys and lingerie....
We left after about 4 minutes of lookig around, scrounging back to the restaurant. THankfully the food had arrived, which was GOOD. I ordered a salmon dish. Which i liked, it wasnt like totally out-of-this-world fantastic but good enough ( anything is better than caf food). As usual i had to help my roommate finish her food..
Sadly, we were too stuffed for desert ( which at the sympoisum is FANTASTIC!!!!!! so we waited out in the cold for the bus back to school. Funtimes...
And i'll be back in Singapore in one month..
FAST
We had an amazing floor GIRLS AFTERNOON/EVENING out Cos it was Christina's b;day. Went to the cinema to watch twilight, such a soppingly romantic film. I have not watched anything to romantic for such a long time. I've only read a few chapters of the first book, and i thought it was portrayed alright. THough some ppl thought it sucked. Robert, one of the only guys who went to watch it said he just wanted to cut his eyes out. Well then again, when you are a guy and have to sit through that..... yeah
It was SOOO COLD that night. When i say cold i mean -12 celcius cold. We went out to the symposium for dinner ( went there for kyle's birthday). I was sooo hungry, while waiting for the food to arrive me, mollika, allanah and her friend went to the " store across the street" a sex store cos they were selling Santa hats and mollika wanted to get some. Unfortuenatley she didnt know it was a shop that sells things like sex toys and lingerie....
We left after about 4 minutes of lookig around, scrounging back to the restaurant. THankfully the food had arrived, which was GOOD. I ordered a salmon dish. Which i liked, it wasnt like totally out-of-this-world fantastic but good enough ( anything is better than caf food). As usual i had to help my roommate finish her food..
Sadly, we were too stuffed for desert ( which at the sympoisum is FANTASTIC!!!!!! so we waited out in the cold for the bus back to school. Funtimes...
And i'll be back in Singapore in one month..
FAST
Friday, November 21, 2008
I Do
We've been doing this war dance together
for sometime know
Treating love like a battle field
and taking it slow
will you blink
what do you think
the union we propose is dangerous i know
but Love is a game until its played
and if its lost it can't ever be saved 'Cause love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost, it can't ever be saved
We have heaven to gain and hell to lose
And the difference is up to me and you
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't
And start saying I do
I do
Life can take a long time
If you make the wrong choice
But time sure seems to fly by
When I hear your voice
The stakes are high,
How we will find
The courage to believe
We will succeed?
'Cause love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost, it can't ever be saved.
We have heaven to gain and hell to lose
And the difference is up to me and you.
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't
And start saying I do
Well, our hearts are locked inside an iron box.
We're both too afraid to reveal our most tender parts, oh.
'Cause love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost, it can't ever be saved.
We have heaven to win and hell to lose
And the difference is up to me and you.
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't.
Stop saying I can't
Is that what you said?
Cause if you did, I do. I do.
If you want me to.
I do.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
I willl try, I willl try, I will try.
I do.
for sometime know
Treating love like a battle field
and taking it slow
will you blink
what do you think
the union we propose is dangerous i know
but Love is a game until its played
and if its lost it can't ever be saved 'Cause love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost, it can't ever be saved
We have heaven to gain and hell to lose
And the difference is up to me and you
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't
And start saying I do
I do
Life can take a long time
If you make the wrong choice
But time sure seems to fly by
When I hear your voice
The stakes are high,
How we will find
The courage to believe
We will succeed?
'Cause love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost, it can't ever be saved.
We have heaven to gain and hell to lose
And the difference is up to me and you.
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't
And start saying I do
Well, our hearts are locked inside an iron box.
We're both too afraid to reveal our most tender parts, oh.
'Cause love is a game until it's played
And if it's lost, it can't ever be saved.
We have heaven to win and hell to lose
And the difference is up to me and you.
So if you will, I will stop saying I won't.
Stop saying I can't
Is that what you said?
Cause if you did, I do. I do.
If you want me to.
I do.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
If you want me to.
I willl try, I willl try, I will try.
I do.
Monday, November 17, 2008
Let the healing begin
If this were hollywood you probably have these 3 on oprah on Jerry springer
But no
It's slowly blowing over, people can surprise you and be forgiving. Cos that is what you should do, be loving and forgiving, hate the sin love the sinner. Yeah, they made very regrettable mistakes which they have to deal with.
Terms coming to an end... i need the grades... my grades suck... erghh
Ok-. Right now i should go write my paper. good bye
But no
It's slowly blowing over, people can surprise you and be forgiving. Cos that is what you should do, be loving and forgiving, hate the sin love the sinner. Yeah, they made very regrettable mistakes which they have to deal with.
Terms coming to an end... i need the grades... my grades suck... erghh
Ok-. Right now i should go write my paper. good bye
Friday, November 14, 2008
It's all happening so fast.........
Just as the seasons change, the weather grows chilly...... the cold wind slaps your face, and leaves you bitter against the wind. Scarfs swirled on your neck, hands dug deep in your pockets. Thoughts swirling in your head.......
Too many thoughts.... it;s only 3 weeks till the end of the classes. Amazingly fast... i don't believe it. And shocking stuff has to happen.... that really touches you to the core and leaves you gasping. Your initial thoughts.... how the hell is this happening? why does this has to happen? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY??????? this is the stuff of soap operas? am i in desperate housewives? Grey's anatomy? i'm not... but as life goes on, the older you get, the more you realize how un-understandable the world is, it's cruel complexities. How can two people you thought were decent conduct such as atrocious act without thinking delving into something seriously unforgivable and extreme? This situation just sucks and you although you are not directly involved you know the people involved.. you're their friends you can't help but be involved.
It's easy to blame, i's easy to point fingers and blame. YEs, but once you get over the initial reaction, they are both to blame. How it manifests... does anyone have any self-control left? I'm torn, i don't want to hate, yet at the sametime i know she's so wrong and what they did was so wrong, unforgivable and the ultimate act of betrayal anyone could do to anyone.
It's not fun to be the shunned one, the one that everyone would throw the rocks and spit at. You don't wish that on anyone.... yet i hope she knows the magnitude of what was was done and that the consequences of one's actions, especially ones so deeply seriously would be dire. It;s easy to feel your heart harden and want to be like everyone else, point the fingers and shun... i don't want to do that, it's wrong.
But at the same time..... she needs to deal with the magnitude of her actions. Its not at all something light, no-one will look at you the same way anymore. You've reached the point of no return and committed the most cruel act of betrayal to someone. Plain and simple, but then you can't punish someone forever, but for now... you have to live with what you have and deal with it. You have to, cos what was done was unfair and wrong and you have yourself and the other person to blame. The two did it to themselves... You have to live and deal with it for now. You have a lot of explaining to do to people... i will miss your friendship for a while... but for now, you have to live with the consequences of your actions.
Too many thoughts.... it;s only 3 weeks till the end of the classes. Amazingly fast... i don't believe it. And shocking stuff has to happen.... that really touches you to the core and leaves you gasping. Your initial thoughts.... how the hell is this happening? why does this has to happen? WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY??????? this is the stuff of soap operas? am i in desperate housewives? Grey's anatomy? i'm not... but as life goes on, the older you get, the more you realize how un-understandable the world is, it's cruel complexities. How can two people you thought were decent conduct such as atrocious act without thinking delving into something seriously unforgivable and extreme? This situation just sucks and you although you are not directly involved you know the people involved.. you're their friends you can't help but be involved.
It's easy to blame, i's easy to point fingers and blame. YEs, but once you get over the initial reaction, they are both to blame. How it manifests... does anyone have any self-control left? I'm torn, i don't want to hate, yet at the sametime i know she's so wrong and what they did was so wrong, unforgivable and the ultimate act of betrayal anyone could do to anyone.
It's not fun to be the shunned one, the one that everyone would throw the rocks and spit at. You don't wish that on anyone.... yet i hope she knows the magnitude of what was was done and that the consequences of one's actions, especially ones so deeply seriously would be dire. It;s easy to feel your heart harden and want to be like everyone else, point the fingers and shun... i don't want to do that, it's wrong.
But at the same time..... she needs to deal with the magnitude of her actions. Its not at all something light, no-one will look at you the same way anymore. You've reached the point of no return and committed the most cruel act of betrayal to someone. Plain and simple, but then you can't punish someone forever, but for now... you have to live with what you have and deal with it. You have to, cos what was done was unfair and wrong and you have yourself and the other person to blame. The two did it to themselves... You have to live and deal with it for now. You have a lot of explaining to do to people... i will miss your friendship for a while... but for now, you have to live with the consequences of your actions.
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Sorry AGAIN for the abscence...
been soo busy with stuff
This is school insists on taking up so much of your time you have time for nothing else but it....
Unless you are super good at time management or whatever... Anyway, Halloween was fun.. I dressed up as Snow white ( complete with the costume and white tights ) and i have not been called cute so much since i was 10 or 11. Well when you are small that tends to happen. Halloween basically gives some girls the excuse to dress up like a whore and get away with it... somewhat... so me and my group of friends went as buckethead ( kyle), a french maid ( violetta), Snow white ( me) and Amanda palmer ( caitlin) an interesting assortment of ppl. Unfortuenatley didn't take many pictures, but just as well lol
So we all went to the bomber for the all ages halloween party, danced for a couple of hours, music was top 40 dance music but ah well. Fun anyway!
Last night was kyle's birthday... so we all went out to dinner , stuffed ourselves silly with food and amazing cake.
Fun stuff, then surprised him with more cake ! i love surprising ppl! its the first time i actually did something like that which was COOL!! so yeah.
ANyway, i was looking through my old blog posts and remembering reading that i thoughtthat IJ was the hardest shit i had to go through...
WRONG
If i could go back to my 16 year old self and tell her, " honey it doesn't end there, you're gooing to face a whole lot of it, life ain't easy... it's a fricking struggle, life is never easy for people like me, i don't know why. I wish i could have it easier, but i don't. I just have to live with it." But well, you come out of it a stronger and better person. That my friends, is my philosphy. Your own strength will surprise you.
been soo busy with stuff
This is school insists on taking up so much of your time you have time for nothing else but it....
Unless you are super good at time management or whatever... Anyway, Halloween was fun.. I dressed up as Snow white ( complete with the costume and white tights ) and i have not been called cute so much since i was 10 or 11. Well when you are small that tends to happen. Halloween basically gives some girls the excuse to dress up like a whore and get away with it... somewhat... so me and my group of friends went as buckethead ( kyle), a french maid ( violetta), Snow white ( me) and Amanda palmer ( caitlin) an interesting assortment of ppl. Unfortuenatley didn't take many pictures, but just as well lol
So we all went to the bomber for the all ages halloween party, danced for a couple of hours, music was top 40 dance music but ah well. Fun anyway!
Last night was kyle's birthday... so we all went out to dinner , stuffed ourselves silly with food and amazing cake.
Fun stuff, then surprised him with more cake ! i love surprising ppl! its the first time i actually did something like that which was COOL!! so yeah.
ANyway, i was looking through my old blog posts and remembering reading that i thoughtthat IJ was the hardest shit i had to go through...
WRONG
If i could go back to my 16 year old self and tell her, " honey it doesn't end there, you're gooing to face a whole lot of it, life ain't easy... it's a fricking struggle, life is never easy for people like me, i don't know why. I wish i could have it easier, but i don't. I just have to live with it." But well, you come out of it a stronger and better person. That my friends, is my philosphy. Your own strength will surprise you.