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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Tuesday, November 04, 2008

Sorry AGAIN for the abscence...
been soo busy with stuff

This is school insists on taking up so much of your time you have time for nothing else but it....

Unless you are super good at time management or whatever... Anyway, Halloween was fun.. I dressed up as Snow white ( complete with the costume and white tights ) and i have not been called cute so much since i was 10 or 11. Well when you are small that tends to happen. Halloween basically gives some girls the excuse to dress up like a whore and get away with it... somewhat... so me and my group of friends went as buckethead ( kyle), a french maid ( violetta), Snow white ( me) and Amanda palmer ( caitlin) an interesting assortment of ppl. Unfortuenatley didn't take many pictures, but just as well lol

So we all went to the bomber for the all ages halloween party, danced for a couple of hours, music was top 40 dance music but ah well. Fun anyway!

Last night was kyle's birthday... so we all went out to dinner , stuffed ourselves silly with food and amazing cake.


Fun stuff, then surprised him with more cake ! i love surprising ppl! its the first time i actually did something like that which was COOL!! so yeah.

ANyway, i was looking through my old blog posts and remembering reading that i thoughtthat IJ was the hardest shit i had to go through...
WRONG

If i could go back to my 16 year old self and tell her, " honey it doesn't end there, you're gooing to face a whole lot of it, life ain't easy... it's a fricking struggle, life is never easy for people like me, i don't know why. I wish i could have it easier, but i don't. I just have to live with it." But well, you come out of it a stronger and better person. That my friends, is my philosphy. Your own strength will surprise you.