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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.




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Saturday, March 31, 2012
Hunger Games Review

Ok, so I never really write movie reviews....  But just felt compelled to do so.....  I mean I never write movie reviews for blockbusters, or supposed action flicks.

Here's what I tthought. I went in with having kinda read the books, i mean I knew what was going to happen. But I really had not expected what I was going to see. Of course, the film speaks volumes about our society as a whole. It is social commentary, eg totalitarian governments, dictatorships, classism, and our very real fascination with Reality TV and the desensitization to violence, cos I had not realised until I watched the movie i that it was really, a group of teenagers forced to kill each other for public entertainment.I guess that is where the cruelty lies and how it is portrayed so vividly in the film, well at least from my perspective. 

Of course, it doesn;t completely follow the book, there are a few changes here and there which probably wouldn't please the most hardcore fans who will whine that it doesn't follow the book completely and feels rushed. Like the katniss/rue relationship wasn't fully developed.

It is not really much of a romance flick either....

Anyway, I guess the thing that had the biggest emotional impact was this, at first it seemed like these kids were treated and glorified like Olympic athletes, but this all comes to a crashing halt in the scenes leading up them being realized into the wilderness to "fight to the death" The scene where the kids are being flown to the location and are microchipped , you don't see glory or anticipation you see fear and apprehension. The scene where katniss meets here mentor for the last time, its like someone walking to their own execution! ( well in some ways) Probably one of the most intense moments.

Or the bloodshed scene when all the kids are realised and may either grab supplies or run to the woods, thats kinda well the violence start and kids start slashing each other. It may not have been done in a truly, completely-portraying-it way, but still.  It still has it;s impact I feel ( maybe others don't) in anycase, it is a commentary on how desensitized you get to violence.   The moment hit home was when rue was trapped in a net, thats when you realize, that hey this isn't fun and games anymore, it's a KID genuinely being scared! 
Yeah, really looking at it, there IS a ton of violence in this film, it is essentially kids killing kids, just done in a more pg-13 way. However there are a lot of lessons to be drawn from it, it is social commentary and does reflect some aspects of our society. If this book or movie could be used as a talking or discussion point with kids, in educating about injustice or inequalities in society I think that would be excellent, or just as a jump-off point to get kids to start reading, I think it fulfills its purpose.

As for entertainment value, it does a great job. Camerawork is a little shaky and annoying at times, and it may not completely 100% follow the book which may annoy hardcore fans. I think this movie is more suited for those 11 and up.



Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Its all coming to an End!

Ok, shouldn't be writing this again... should be studying...
I feel so exhausted... these last few weeks are killing me with paper upon paper upon paper upon mid term upon final

Erghh

But, today marked the end of my psychology classes. MY LAST PSYCH CLASS OF MY UNDERGRAD

after four years, four long slogged, never-thought-i-could-make-it years

Ive enjoyed all of it and am so glad to have gone through all the challenges of it and realize what i really want careerwise.
Well for now at least.

I've met so many people, and learnt so much about myself the last four years, it has been an experience that has really moved me and made me grow up in many ways. I have found inner strength in myself even when I thought I had none, and to realize what I really aspire to be and what kind of impact I want to leave on the world. 

The road has not been an easy one, but I never expected it be. Ive experienced academic and social hardships, and have to remind myself even when I feel alone and depressed that I HAVE THAT INNER STRENGTH. I can overcome whatever I have do, even when I feel that nobody cares.

Thank you UW, for teaching me so much, both in and out of the classroom. Thanks for all the orientation weeks I have enjoyed, the people I have met...
Thank You Kitchener-Waterloo, I fell in love with you! but I think it is time for me to make a change, and I feel so ready for it.

Monday, March 05, 2012
Singapore I love you?

As usual... writing this when I should be finishing a history essay and planning for at least 3 other ones.....

But... anyway, I was speaking with one of my friends about immigration to canada. She asked me if I considered staying on, this is a question I get asked many times. ( either that or why i don't want to stay on in Singapore, the lovely island in the sea)

Something Ive come to realize, Yes as I have mentioned in the past, Singapore will always be my home. It will always be special to be. When the issue of citizenship comes up and renouncing it, my reaction at first, several years ago would have been, an uneasy one. I didn't want to renounce it. Why give up something that was a given, something that I was born with ( this scenario would only play out if i obtained canadian citizenship and had SG citizenship and was forced into a situation to denounce one) Then I realize, does having a little red booklet make me a singaporean? well yes technically it does. But do I REQUIRE one to KNOW that I am a citizen? to still have that connection? 

I don't want to return to Singapore for a few reasons
a) Regret- i don't want my canadian experience to simply become one of the memories I carefully store in a box on a shelf, to remind me of my younger self

b) Opportunity: Singapore is small with limited opportunities, Canada has a much larger industry anfd field in what I am interested in

c) Moralistic values-  I am proud of my chinese heritage, culture and values that come with it, to an extent. Mention " you conform and have been influenced by Hedonistic Liberal Western Ideals and have ignored conservative Asian Values" and I fight the attempt to shoot you.
-hey, i grew up in a country where holding a placard with the words " world peace now!" on the streets would get you arrested
- Where teachers would get " distracted" by two 14 year old girls holding hands walking to class ( ok maybe not a good example)










- Sex ed for teens in Singapore still has a lot to be desired! when I was 14, we watched videos where pre marital sex = Worst decision you could EVER make


- Your younger sister can be twenty years old and know nothing about birth control other than condoms ( thanks sex ed in singapore) 
- Mental health is still taboo


Oh and don't get me started on the education system, stuff to follow