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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Thursday, October 25, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ERGHHHHHHH sooooooooo stressed

Why is this semester so much harder than the last ? i don't remember being this stressed out over doing english, math and social science over 2 1/2 months! and i'm doing 3 subjects over 5 months and i'm wigging out and getting stressed/depressed/ miserable ? I don't understand, maybe it's the whole thing of the pressure of getting into uni and finishing 6 credits and getting in the eighties and nineties for all them that is slowly killing me........... oh its the FUCKING biology! why did i take that damn subject??? why??? why didn't i take something like business management? at least that is easier to score in them biology. With me stupidly thinking it would be easy............ damn............ now i'm killing myself over the bloody subject ! I mean i;m not even doing science at uni......... honestly if i hear miss liew go " learn this in first year bio........." NO i am not doing science at university or going to U of T!!!! And now there is another one of the gloriously long 16 chapter tests for monday....... i am going to die.......... the last one almost killed me. I know i sound like i'm whining and complaining but i need to VENT.

please let this period of stress and depression past quickly......... i hate being this miserable...... no i will say " my life sucks" cos although at times i feel it does, i know i shouldn't say it, yes i have been faced with that before and used to groan and moan about it loads but the real test to see if i have grown as a person is i can calmly overcome this.....
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