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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

I realize i've learned so much about the world and myself here at bronte....... so much happened and some of i didn't even know.

I try and be nice to people, that's in my character, i'm a kind, patient gentle person who is really accepting of others but when you are like that people just come and fucking walk all over you, i've had ppl tell me to be more assertive, i try to be but when i am sometimes i become a total bitch, and i hate being a bitch or called one. I try to be nice to ppl but they just take advantage like that. It is really not fair, all i'm doing is trying to live out a good christian life, but
instead.



Josh, thank you for always being there for me, i'm sorry that i have doubted you in the past and i shouldn't have done that, when i should have just trusted you all the while, why i didn't i was blinded at the moment by everything that was blowing up in my face. But i know now my relationship with you is really strong and solid and we can get through everything together if we really work at it and we are. You are the only one i truly love like this. You're one of the few ppl in the world that i now know i can truly 100% trust fully.