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Tuesday, January 01, 2008
LOOONG TIME no post
Sorry, jus been super busy with everything and blogger has been screwing up and not allowing me to log in. My trip to san fran was AMAZINGLY FUN !!!!!!!!! but too bad it ended all too soon. The 10 days just flew by........ we went cycling on the golden gate bridge, skiing in lake tahoe ( and no i did NOT fall off the chairlift) shopped in downtowon san fran and visited carmel as well as got to see elephant seals!! sooo cool !! It's always enjoyable to be around my family although they can be crazy at times and with them there is no such thing as privacy. But hell, i'm used to all that. I can't believe my time at bronte is coming to an end....... seems like not long ago i moved into the residence and began my credits...... now, i'm officially finishing all my credits by the end of january ( with hopefully top grades) it's been fun cos of all the great times i've spent with my WONDERFUL buddies and friends i've made at bronte ( bronte ppl rock) and i think i've been spoiled by the schooL! now i'll expect every instituition to be like that. OH and i got conditional acceptance into WATERLOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYNESS!!!!!!!! and to think a year ago this would be highly impossible....... i'm sooo happy, i really do want to go waterloo, plus the co-op programme to boot. I just cannot screw it up, and i know i wouldn't. Projected grades ( ok ok grades that i really really want ) completed ones- english 88 social science 85 econs 82 math data 52 Non-completed ones family studies 90 law 91 bio 80 If i could get higher i would be really happy. And Josh......... Oh josh....... why did you have to pull that riduclus prank on me? why did u have to do that , really if my parents didn't get involved you wouldn't be in such deep shit with my family, now everyone hates you and wants me to end things with you...... i really don;t want to. I know you are really sorry and now just want to take care of me. I have given you that second chance and i know you can do it, prove that you can be the best boyfriend ever. I know you love me and want me to be safe and happy and i forgive you for everything you have done. I look to the future and i want us to be together for as long as possible...... but i can;;t say for now if it's going to come true....... don't get me wrong, i love you so much, but i don't know if i can see us together next new years, we'll both be in different universities ..... and i don't know. I really love you like anything and don't want to lose you ever. To my parents , I know you guys love me and only want the best for me, but sometimes you have to let me make my own decisions. I know you want me to break up with josh, i don't........ i've given him one more chance and he has to prove it to me and he is. He says he is never going to lie to me ever again and i know you are there going " why do you believe him? " answer- because i do, what he did was just pull a prank, and he was pissed cos i left my phone off for one night, weren't you pissed when i left my phone off for one night? and for the record my PHONE WAS NOT OFF, it went off on it;'s own for reasons unknown. I am sorry i did not call you all, i should have and was expecting you all to call but you didn't. I know you say there will always be plenty of guys for me along the way and i do know that, but just for this once, let me be with the one i love. I know you think he has been an idiot and yes he has but he has promised to change. Papa i know you don't want to be with him and you're angry i didn't call cos you were all worried about me and i am sorry for causing you all so much pain, I never intended for it to be that way. I just really love him and he loves me too, do you know, i was supposed to meet Auntie karen at finch station but Josh didn't want to go there cos he says it is dangerous? do you think a boyfriend who cares about me would do just that???? he really cares about me and genuinely wants me to be safe. He loves me as much as you or mummy do. Being with him makes me so happy, why should i leave someone who makes me happy? he cooks for me, he treats me like a queen and he respects me. He has betrayed you guys trust and he has to earn it back, and he will. I just want to be with him and he will not get in the way of my studies i promise. DOn't make me leave someone i love....... |