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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.




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Tuesday, February 15, 2011
And my heart told my head this time no

Valentine's day was yesterday

It was the best one I ever had

Mainly because for the first time, I think i am over all the corporate/forced celebration of it. No it's not cos Im single and bitter.

Because I didn't cave in to the pressure of it, me and the other didn't celebrate it, and it was the most liberating feeling in the world, to not feel forced/pressured into something. And I didn't feel underloved,at all. It's wonderful to not feel obliged to follow a prescribed corporate holiday, when you want to, the best thing is to not, and instead make your own V-day.

Later on, I got a call from one of my best friends, he just called to say he loved me. That just put a mile-long smile on my face, when someone tells you they love you, it makes all the difference in the world. it doesn't matter if I don't have a ton of friends or a constant clique around me all the time ( i used to, but it kinda got fragmented) , Its better to have a few wonderful buddies who love you than a whole bunch who don't really care, or just pretend.

Yes I should get back to studying.... gawd I hate 7am mornings and sleeping at midnight.