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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Thursday, November 01, 2007

I've been thinking a lot about horses lately



maybe it's cos the royal winter fair is next week !!!



I miss riding, horses are my passion, and i'm still crazy about it and it's something i can't do very often now. No wait, actually haven't ridden in like 2 months........... and i need transport...... and time.... cos school is more busy than when i was in singapore. YES I AM GRADUATING IN JANUARY !!!!!!!!! or at least finishing the 6 credits !



I will be leaving in may though......... tenatively.......... if everything falls through, i do the guelph programme here at bronte and then go back to singapore in may and stay till august. But that seems quite far away anyway, i mean it;s only early november ..

I was just reading some old blog posts by some old riding friends i'm not really close to anymore ( i just had to look at the evidence and i knew, man i never belonged with them) but well when i read the blg post by one of them i couldn't help but feel a bit sorry for them. Dawn is a good rider, i give her that credit and she doesn't have a horse, i mean, that time when she was offered the chance to get her own horse about 5 years ago and her mum said no.......... i know it must have really hurt her quite badly, i mean i would be disappointed and sad. YEs i know keeping a horse is no easy or cheap task, it requires a lot of work, we would know what it entails, fucking dedication, every single day down at the stables, rain or shine, whether you feel it or not. I mean i leased songkla for a while, he was a pain in the a** at times and YES i admit somedays i wish i didn't have to come at see him, but that didn't mean that wouldn't go down and see him because the calling was just too strong. It's the parents who don't understand......... to them riding is just another expensive hobby, something that we just "enjoy" nothing that really special or something that you really have a passion for.

It's just sad sometimes.......