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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

We never ask or expect things to happen, we have no control over things we cannot predict even though we try to each and everytime we can't it happens anyway.

I never expected to met someone and fall in love, i never expected it to happen but it did anyway, and for everything that happened i don't regret any of it, even from the beginning, nothing was a mistake at all and i'm not sorry for everything that followed, i love him and thats what matters and it hurts when ppl can't see how happy we are together, yes i know i'm only 18 and at the point according to my parents i shouldn't even be in a serious relationship but i am and i really and truly enjoy being with the person i am with and want to be with him..... isn't that what counts? being with the person you love? everyone deserves to find someone sometime and to quote a line from a jewel song " everybody needs someone sometime" i truly love being the person i am with and don't want to give it up cos, i mean we have come so damn far.......... 8 mths? you call 8 fricking months nothing? since the summer of '07 ? they all weren't for nothing and i've been doing my absolute best with it, i've been trying to be the best gf i can be to hm although, yes i know screw up at times but we love each other and just want to pull through.

Ok, i know this post sounds sappy but it's how i feel......