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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Monday, June 23, 2008

Everyone knows i have a good nature, good temper, but when people try to take advantage of that.... I forgot one of pet peeves, that i don't really like it when people try to lie to me to impress/ compete/ one up me. One time i let it go, and look what happened, my " nice " nature ended up with me being stuck with an arrogant sick bastard who for anything that is true would really cross his eyes.

I'm not changing my nature because of him, though now i have become wary of people who talk far too much for their own good. All those guilt trips and lies he spun to me,i guess i really wasted 10 mths of my life with him, thankfully i'm not wasting a moment longer. It was really because of the hawaii trip, there i was free, i had no phone calls to attend to, no one to bother me. For once i was happy, not cloistered or pressured or made to feel bad/ guilty. I HAD FUN. I guess i wasted all those bucketloads of tears and emotions, but at least i wasnt stupid enough to give up my friends though he told me to.

I'll never understand what goes on in his head, he's too complex a character to handle.

But for now, i am happy and free ~ i have not felt so loved or appreciated by my friends and family in such a longtime.
Surprisingly i took a quick time to get over him...... maybe i didn't like him as much as i thought i did. maybe i was just lonely and looking for someone, well i looked for the wrong person.

At least i'm on the right path now