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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Friday, June 13, 2008

Everything happens for a reason, there's a reason why i did what i did. Doesn;t mean i liked doing it or wanted to. I will always miss him and will always love him. My hearts sinks when i think of him and what i had to do.

It wasn't easy for me but it was something i had to do. Something changed from before, i wish i knew. It just became different. But that does not mean i still don't miss those times we spent together. They will stay with me forever....... i feel there;s a whole in me, and i feel worn as i type this....... I will always love you, but sometimes that just isn't enough.

He tired me out, he wore me down, i gave everything of me and yet i didn't sacrifice enough. I put up with everything. Your moodswings, the guiltrips you put me on and i forgave you everytime. It was just too much for me to bear. You showed me a different world but i didn't realise we were two different people, maybe just too different. I will never regret loving or being in a relationship with you, cos what we had was beautiful. I will always love the times we spent together and all you've done for me these 10 mths. THank you for everything, thank you for taking care of me for loving me and being there for you when i needed you, i'm sorry if i couldn;t support you the way you support me.

You hurt me baby, but i still love you, and it's just not enough.i had to walk away.

Thanks for all you gave me