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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Saturday, August 16, 2008
Wisdom teeth removal

Although i didn't really want to go through with the operation...... Nearly backed out of it but didn;t... I honestly thought for a while that i might die...

But i obviously didn't. It was a very surreal experience... unlike anything i have ever experienced

Being wheeled into the operating theatre on a gurney... i concentrated on staring up at the pale ceiling dotted with holes of various twisting patterns wishing i wasn't there. Then the serene whiteness of the operating theatre and the masked voices around you, the rising tension and anxiety of what is about to happen next. How the hell can i fall asleep here? Before i know it i feel the slight pin prick of the needle and then a mask is placed over my face " laughing gas" i breathe in the sweet slighty chemical air in my mind going " but i;m not asleep yet! but i'm not asleep yet!" then all of a sudden my eyelids get heavy hard to lift and i'm falling falling backwards into an endless spiralling black hole filled with emptiness and darkness . Ok , i;ve never felt this way before, it is very unreal, the voices surrounding me get fainter and fainter and i feel something slipped into my finger... then i'm out of it.

When i come round, i hear the a nurse or someone saying something about the sugery being finished and 10.55am. It basically just feels like when you wake up in the morning and just want to get back to sleep again i. e. groggy. But about 2 hrs later it was back to normal, although i have 2 long strands of gauze in my mouth ( bloodsoaked)

I leave the hospital at about 3pm in the afternoon, perfectly fine.

Not something i would like to repeat.