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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Saturday, October 18, 2008
It was the right thing to do

I can honestly say i am disappointed, at least a little. I mean, it is wonderful to be in a relationship with someone... but

Sometimes there is really too much to consider. I have jumped straight into relationships too fast and it never ended very well at all. Not going to repeat that mistake, if i ever want anything to be done right again. It takes time, and although it would be wonderful....... no . Sometimes you just have to say no, even though you don't want to on the surface. But deep down you know it is the right thing to do.

And... can i imagine being with him for the next year or 2 years? honestly speaking? no, i can't. Do i really want to give up being single? what about my vow to say single for at least 6 months? only 3 months have passed? Not a good idea to just jump into something new.

but ohh, i do feel the pangs of disappoint sting me, yet i know i know i know it is for the best.
Then last night, we had an intenese, deep conversation at about 3 am in the morning. I never have deep intense conversations with many ppl. It was great, and we decided that it was for the best. I mean, if you are both unsure abt if it is a good idea, should you really go for it? This isn't some big entreuepeneural thing, this is real life and emotions. I don;t wat to risk friendships too, i mean , is it really worth it?

Wow. i think i am coming way more mature than i used to be... damn.

note: think before you jump