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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Wednesday, December 31, 2008
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Yep... just 1 1/2 hrs left of 2008..... the end of my 19th year

I feel old... i'll be and adult by next yr, 20!

Anyway.. i still remember how i spent new year's last yr.. WHAT a difference a year makes. I still remember wondering if one year from that time i would still be him, and i'm not. It is a good thing, one of the best things i did for myself and another thing that made a major impact on me. I learned a lot from it, maybe too much and came out it battlescarred but at least i have really really really moved on. That period is over, and i cannot believe how close i got to him... to me know he is nothing to me, how i could have loved that stranger, i don't know.

I even think now... he hasn't contacted me once... which is a good thing. I mean, did he really love me? if he loved me maybe he would have tried to find me again, after all we've been broken up for six months now but he never did. Not that i would want him to ANYWAY. GOD NO . It's jus the part of me that wants to now that at least there was some magic when we were together, at least felt mutually.

2008....... was good and bad to me. I liked 2007 better in some ways, but in 2008 i guess i learned more lessons. Started University, which was FREAKING AMAZING. Another totally life-altering experience. Broke up with the stupid boy, learnt that i could acheive things i never thought i could...

I hope 2009 would be a good year, that i will do WELL in school, get better grades, improve in the sports i am involved in, and ok i'll be corny maybe find someone again. Hey, i always hope.