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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Monday, February 09, 2009

I should not be here, there are about 1500 other things i should be doing right now.. like A) studying for the psych midterm which i frickin slaved over this weekend and did nothing else
b) Doing the accounting assignment, which is a pain
c) Stop worrying about my various internships i am applying for....
d) Basically try to stop stressing out about godammn EVERYTHING
e) My inability to tell my parents what i really want to do, which is to drop business and just do arts which would be so much easier
f) The fact im in university now and everything is so hard, i have to work to prove myself time and again, to not look like stupid to everyone
g) How much i fucking wish i had a home to go to HERE.. How i have to work everything out by myself
h) No wait, i shuold be working everything out on my own, come on, i am going to be 20 years old i have to independent and responsible
i) Whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger, whatever doesn't kill me makes me stronger , whatever doesn[t kill me makes me stronger

I can do this i can do this

Just let everything work out fine...