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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.




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Saturday, March 14, 2009

Im bored...

I should be starting to write my religious studies essay BUT, the topic is
1. Select one tradition and choose one of its rituals, observances or practices. Discuss how and why this practice has changed in the context and conditions of Canadian life.

2. Choose one tradition community and discuss how its members are working to ensure that their tradition is passed down to succeeding generations in the Canadian context, as well as how the community's younger generation(s) receives, resists, and/or changes the tradition being handed down to them.



Yeah... how am i supposed to write that? I mean the books i checked out of the library merely describle the religion and the practice of it... but i was thinkin a bout number 2 as it sounds more interesting.... If i could base i on Singapore... No i can't... it has to be canadian... fine i'll just email the TA. I just have to get at least a 75 in this class, i NEEDS higher grades.

Right now, im getting a headache from staring at this screen for too long... it's either this or staring at a book, yeah i really should be reading accounting chap 20 but I AM NOT. I got a new phone too... it's a REALLY nice one and i WILL NOT LOSE IT like the others. Im just an untidy person that's all........ so you gonna start hating on ppl who don't keep things in order! deal WITH IT. Went to watch the last house on the left last night.It was FRICKEN INTENSE VIOLENCE. The rape scene... although not graphic... oh boy SOUNDED dramatic... definetely the sort of movie that tests your limits on violent movies... no, it's not like the Saw movies, the saw movies are sorta different kind of violence/ horror. This one.. about 40 % of it was the music, take away the music and most horror movies aren't that bad !

That's the truth ofit, and ok it is LESS fun. Wow, im going home in 5 weeks... which means i have to pack out this room... I DO NOT WANT TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've learned to like this place... the ppl.... the convenience! dammit... now im gonna be living OFF campus. Oh wells. Wow, 2nd year... FAST . I almost can't believe it.

The sad part... i haven't been romantically involved with anyone since whats-his-name, no not the one with the J with one with K. ERGHHH. It will forever BE awkward... sad but true. It;s sad.. it is SO hard to find guys...well the good ones anyway, have i become more picky? i don't know.... well.... there was earlier this week when i was walking to class, i went to RCH to pick up my accounting paper and as i was walking out i bumped into the guy zach from my german class semester, ok sounds wierd but i had a MILD crush on him... i mean he was pretty hot... nice brown curly hair.. cute smile and sooo modest ( he used to top the class). He actually STOPPED to talk to me, i asked him if he was still taking german, he said no with a laugh. Thinking back on it... I SHOULD HAVE JUST GOTTEN HIS NUMBER, but the thing of it is i didn't have my phone at the time... and i don't think i would have th guts to do it... why?
a) he would think im too forward / desperate
b) He would think, " i hardly know her, why is she doing this?"
c) what if he already has a girlfriend?
d) He might not give it out thinking im too much of a stalker/ wierdo
e) i don't have the guts
seriously i think i am driven by desperation to do this... or maybe... just a thought that occured during reading week,i was at a club with my friends... an annoying bugger was following me around after i said NO to a dance with him...... He said " Oh.. is because your boyfriend is here with you tonight?" I was have tempted to say YES and grab one of my guy friends and FORCE him to pretend to be my bf just to keep the guy away but then i realized how terrible that would turn out *( for more details on that read below) That's when i thought... i NEED to find a boyfriend...... Ok that sounded dumb... but... it was jus a thought

Sighs.... if only it were simpler.... ppl say you find your partner at university... it is HARDER than i imagined it to be, but i DO NOT want to give up!

* One my reading week trip, one of my guy friends, told me he liked me... unfortunately this is not reciprocated and i had to say no. thankfully we never raised the subject again