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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.




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Thursday, April 30, 2009
GODDAMIT

It is always a matter of wanting what you don't have....

I have been encounterig a wave of bad luck... i'm like some kind of strange omen, it follows me fricken EVERYWHERE. Or at least a various times in full form

a) I ddidn;t do that well i Psych,i mean WTF??? i fucking busted my ASS and WORKED AND STUDIED SOOOOOOOOOO hard for it and yet i dont get the mark i want. What is this?????

b) Fucking Swine fucking flu, due to the immense paranoia and media play-up it's gotten everyone freaking out and now i can't go to Novia scotia, it IS NOT FUNNY. See i always had a feeling it would be too good to be true, when something is too fantastic it usually isn't real . the biggest FUCK MY LIFE

c) Now im stuck here in Singapore for four months... WHY WHY WHY????? i should have just gotten a sub-let, taken an DE and a job and stayed on in Waterloo, instead of coming home. Now im going to be stuck here

d) I have no life or friends here, it's so hard to arrange with ppl to go out, they have THIS or THAT and do not bother to contact me.... I WILL not take it to heart, i have more reliable friends back in Canada who i can count on. I feel i have no live and am spending waaay too much time at home with waay too much time on my hands

e) If i don;t go to Nova scotia, i am GETTING a JOB and getting my licence. I am not going to bore myself to death

FML