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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Saturday, October 24, 2009
The calm after the storm

At least that's what i hope it is
The storm has settled, the knotted feeling in me is gone everytime i decide to come home. Well 75% gone at least. I don't any more shit with any else anymore.

I don't want arguments or uncomfortableness anymore i want to be close again i don't know what happened. Talking to the folks has been good, in fact i don'tkow why i talked to them so much this time... but i forget that im living so far away from home and sometimes maybe it is ok to miss them, am i being hard on myself? am i? I mean most ppl just drive for a couple of hours and reach home

Me, i take a freaking 20 hrs lfight... i should be used to it by now, but maybe i have to accept that i do am homesick, experience culture shock, after all i have only been here for 2 1/2 yrs, i have to let it be okay for myself to feel that way. Maybe im not as strong as i thought... Living in apartment... i thought REV was going to be just like it... boy was i wrong!!

but at least it is ok now....