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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.




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Monday, October 26, 2009

It is 12.30am... i should be asleep now, i dont even know if we are going to class at 8.30 or 9 tmr... getting fucking stressed hate mid terms... why the hell am i in psych? why is it so hard? why can't getting good marks be easy? i want GOOD MARKS FOR EVERYTHING. I just wanat a fucking honours degree from here. I want to be able to apply to grad school, and i AM motivated but it is difficult when you feel not too smart next to bloody smart ppl who get A's at the snap of a finger when you have to work your ass off just for that bloody A, and even despite the hard work you still dont get what you think you deserve. You can't say your mark you are ashamed, your self-worth is tied to academic success... same old shit. No, you tell yourself it;s not tied there.

Just bloody hate mid terms, hate the fact that there are 2 this week. You just want faisal to text you, you hope it's just mid terms and you won't get ditched for the 3rd time. You just want

a) Good grades on mid terms
b) get through this week in one piece
c) GOOD GRADES ON MID TERMS
d) Faisal and you to work out

I JUST WANT GOOD THINGS TO HAPPEN TO ME