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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Saturday, December 05, 2009

Ok this is gonna be short.

I have to work on my stupid psych 291 assignment ( shoot me now) Blasted courses....

Anyway, I have learnt and realised things about myself this term. Reading through all of them, I have realised that living apartment-style with friends is not really for me after all. I mean, you don't know unless you try.... but I really feel like i cannot do it. yeah it has it's perks, but hey i can live without them.

I enjoy living in a bigger community of people. not in a tiny apartment where i piss people off everytime i walk around it, until i don't really like coming out of my room as i am afraid of annoying someone. Gawd... why is it so hard? I dont know. For personal reasons I feel i just cant live in an apartment, i need the bigger sense of belonging. To be around a lot of people,just being around a large group of people. I need that. I like my friends, but I think wha tis best for me is not this. I pray they would understand that.