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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Saturday, April 10, 2010
Paris nights/ New york mornings

I should not be here, i always say that... I should be studying... at least for my bs english course exam tonight. I actually hope that it is not going to be too difficult and i dont screw up. Then again, even if i fail ( which i won't) im still somewhat guaranteed a at least an over 70.

Can hardly believe it, in a week I will be on a plane heading back to Singapore. Ive been away for sooo long..... and I miss it so much. Maybe cos ive been away for 9 months, and suffered so much shit while being here that im aching to go back to that tiny island that i grew up on.

I still have a load of packing to do.... Need to clear out this room... i will get it done. Some parts of me are like, well Maybe i am being hasty by moving, but then again, maybe it is cos i am afraid to venture out on my own. Is it fear of what's new that is scaring mei? of not knowing what really to expect that is scaring me? It hopefully would not be worse than here. I mean.... it's just... if any more shit where to happen, i would explode and be unable to cope. SO far not much, but then, just to be safe. I have wanted this for so long.

A lot has gone down this term, Ive been in a play, (eally pushing lmy interest in Drama) gotten a boyfriend, cooked/ baked more, went to montreal and quebec. I just have to keep my life from going static, to constantly try to push and challange myself to acheive. Because I know I can.