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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Thursday, September 16, 2010
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn thats alright because I love the way it hurts

Back in Canada

Spent the first week being utterly stuffed up sick and hauling my ass down to AL every morning for orientation week. Combination of slightly insanity, exhaustion and I get a slight feeling of whats it is like to be a squatter. Sleeping in wherever.

Now classes restarted, i know i am not in SIngapore as... a) Im cooking again
b) I can make a mess and no one gives me crap
c) im taking public transport again
d) There is a sudden shift in values
e) I can watching be out at 1am and no ones gives a hoot
f) Im wearing the same thing for 3 days straight

It was different from last year.... Probably the same amount of work, but I was just more TIRED, blame it on being deaf in one ear, my nose running like waterfall and at times no voice.

It was fun in different ways, monte carlo was not thaaat fun, i had set up which was just carrying things around. But it was an awesome friday night.

Now that classes have started.... I realize that well, i just cannot acheive somethings, hsmith basically told me Im screwed in some areas and i know myself well enough where i stand. Is this just a self fulfilling prophecy?
damn it i just want to graduate with a bachelors degree. Honours or no honours, does it make me less of a person?