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Born in Sg, survived seven years of IJ, escaped to canada for the miraculous rebirth.. likes to say she found self there, But well when can we reach self actualization? now a waterloo student. 110% horse mad, was practically born on the back of a horse ( or rather wishes she was) horses are my favourite thing.

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Tuesday, February 08, 2011
WHo do you think you are?

Dear xx
You don't actually even deserve a mention, its been so many years and you rarely crop up in my mind, but when you do.... You are just a person from my past.Am I silly or sentimental for remembering you? But I think I can now finally erase some of that sentimentality. To make it seem like you never existed, it's not that I regret you, because I don't regret any of it, how would I have learned otherwise? How i came to love you i don't know. But after I thought abt it yesterday,it made me realise, if i could have faced you now, I would given you hell for all the things you said to me, yet at the time I didn't stand up for myself. I admit Im not totally perfect now, but at least I hope I am stronger than that. In fact the way you were with me makes me laugh now, how childish i was at the time, looking for a way to finally rebel and ending up paying the price. You did not break me, you changed me. and now you a nothing more than a distant memory..

If I saw you now, I would ask you if you were sorry abt what you did to me. I would hope you are, and that you apologise to me.